Necklace of Wounds

The face tells you how they feel in the spur of the moment but at the same time can act as a jinx. We are brought up this way where layers of faces are not divulged and swept under the rug by the very fact that giants of people is watching over you. So, their EYE shapes your LIFE.

She, the SPECIAL He, with calmness on her face presents herself irrespective of agony, deploration, kvetch & demurs. Her face is the face of the House thus should be clean, beautiful, attractive, and elegant. Again, why it is??? coz those people’s EYE have shaped the minds of the people, called Family, she is living with. Her right to feel that it’s okay to accept how she feels, to show what she feels is taken away and thus, her right to breath is deceased.

Every day a different layer is formed and it’s carrying on the only difference is it get thicker with days, thus, forming a pile of known yet unknown colors. The difference between Others and SHE is former’s layer of mask is detachable hence wear it according to their convenience mostly when in the world of EYE but She has to make it part of her life and wear it constantly even when she is with her People (family). This layer is not restricted to her face but slowly slathered over her body to soul. She has become the victim of EYE and thus a victim of her people who take her FACE as a body part but not as her Reflection. SHE, thus, have always to wear this necklace of wounds with pride despite of her devastated self to be perceived by all as a goddess coz if she takes out it can become a jinx of reality which apparently no one wants to face thus hurting her more.

Her necklace is for sure unique and unseen which is not full of pearls rather full of broken pieces of trust, thriving to survive in free air, to be taken also as a living being, made up of thread of confidence yet shinning. Still, one thing that remains enact is HER HEART which still has lots of love, compassion & selflessness for ‘her people’ & HER EYE’S doleful. But even now SHE is panglossian. #nisMYworthNoor

It’s not about me, its about US, this has always been my thought. I am no other than you. I am person of own mind, thoughts, values, commitments, choice and VOICE. So proud that all these adjectives are for me but unfortunately I hear every single person telling me that I am SUPPOSED to be some one else, this CANNOT be me; not even a single person has ever said that its right to be YOU but rather being different from crowd, not following the standard norms of the society is being rebellious. I write to express my agony, sadness & most importantly to express what I, WE, face every moment when we smile out but not in, see but not speak, speak with heart not mind when same is not done for us. I write to tell that there is more into US that you cannot achieve and worth to know. I am YOU……….Feel, understand, go through, face, confront, fight, cry, furious, love, care, lose….I am YOU………..you knw ME……..i knw YOU………………..WE knw each other……..WE are ONE

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